Monday, April 23, 2012

Practice Makes Perfect

The Loving Kindness practice has been very beneficial in my quest to forgive. I immediately feel a sense of peace as I reside in the special place I've created for meditation, a corner of the room where my medicinal herbs grow during the winter and where they dry during the summer...a quiet spot where I feel connected to the Earth and its healing possibilities. I always light a candle to begin, when I have trouble focusing, I can focus on the flame. This particular practice is important for fostering a love of self, and by focusing on this aspect first, I find it much easier to release selfish thoughts, and to recognize the inadequacies of others that may cause conflict. The focus of assisting a loved one who is suffering always fosters a sense of self-worth. Finally, while visualizing strangers and enemies, it's almost impossible not to extend these loving feelings towards them. This practice has kept me grounded through many trying encounters since I began practicing, and I'll depend on it in the future.

The Subtle Mind practice is difficult, but is the basis for needed progression. Mental chatter has always been a problem for me. It interferes with my sleep and the ability to concentrate. Focusing on breathing, while observing mental chatter, has helped me quiet my mind. Since I began this practice, my ability to sleep peacefully has improved, and I remember more of my dreams. This practice has also helped me to recognize recurring thoughts that are the cause of discontent. With this knowledge, I can move forward by letting go of these feelings and thoughts, progressing towards the stillness of mind needed for unity consciousness. I certainly don't expect this to happen anytime soon, but I will reach this milestone on my path to human flourishing!

2 comments:

  1. Hi Ami, I liked the loving-kindness exercise but when it came to loving those who have done wrong to me, that was hard! I have learned to forgive but it is still hard to have any type of loving feeling towards this person..more like I feel sorry for them and pray they become better people. I wonder if that is what the exercise is suppose to help me do? I found that meditation worked best for me. It helps me refocus my thoughts on positive things and release the negative feelings and situations from the day.

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  2. I think it is great that the Subtle Mind exercise helps you sleep better. I wish I would have thought to try that last week-had three days in a row of tossing and turning.

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